Unspoken words, mute rhythm..??

Life and dead
Energy and peace..
If I stop today it will still worth it
Even the terrible mistake that I have made
and would have unmade if I could
The pain that have burned me and scarred my soul
It was worth it...
For having been allowed to walk where I've walked
Which was to...
   hell on earth
   heaven on earth
   back again
   into
   under
   far in between
   through it
   in it
   and above.....